Chased from the darkest recesses and most dangerous of circumstances
Redeemed by grace I did not earn nor could I ever repay
Blessed beyond my wildest dreams and the forthrightness of Your fruits that are never ending
Masks removed and set in front of me with no pretences
No need to cover any inequity
Knowing You are one with me because of my choice
My yearning
For You
Discovering that all my futile efforts to control and manage my own circumstances
And to depend on myself have failed me
Discovering my only hope for lasting peace and happiness lies in You
A dependence on You
A consciousness of You
And so I follow as You lead
I hear Your voice
I see Your birds as they circle my life and speak of Your greatness
As they teach me of Your strength as You care for them
Share in their expressions of joy
Are in the midst of their experience
As You lead me to share this
To teach me to relax and release into Your energy
Strength
Power
The birds have no cares or worries for they have managed being with You
In You
And so I approach each day as a beautiful adventure
Under Your care and experience
Every rock You placed for me
Every bird in the sky
On a tree
Light post
Flying overhead
Every star that lights up the darkest evening sky
Every gentle breeze that crosses my surrendering face
Whether it be outside as a noticed moment
Or under a roaring ceiling fan
It does not matter
You are there
Your beauty
Dependability
Intense force
Gentle arms
Sweet and tempering whispers guide me as I lean into your power
Only then do I gain Your space of peace
Love
Happiness that is beyond this world
But attainable while still in this flesh
As now I seek You
Chase after You
Every moment
Striving to stay in Your consciousness
Bringing you into me
Surrendering all thoughts to reach your cool
Refreshing
Consistent love
That I will and can always depend on
Until your consciousness comes closer
As I pass veils
I could merely glance through