Chased from the darkest recesses and most dangerous of circumstances

Redeemed by grace I did not earn nor could I ever repay

Blessed beyond my wildest dreams and the forthrightness of Your fruits that are never    ending

Masks removed and set in front of me with no pretences

No need to cover any inequity

Knowing You are one with me because of my choice

My yearning 

For You

Discovering that all my futile efforts to control and manage my own circumstances

And to depend on myself have failed me

Discovering my only hope for lasting peace and happiness lies in You

A dependence on You

A consciousness of You

And so I follow as You lead

I hear Your voice

I see Your birds as they circle my life and speak of Your greatness

As they teach me of Your strength as You care for them

Share in their expressions of joy 

Are in the midst of their experience

As You lead me to share this

To teach me to relax and release into Your energy

Strength

Power

The birds have no cares or worries for they have managed being with You

In You

And so I approach each day as a beautiful adventure

Under Your care and experience

Every rock You placed for me

Every bird in the sky

On a tree 

Light post

Flying overhead

Every star that lights up the darkest evening sky

Every gentle breeze that crosses my surrendering face

Whether it be outside as a noticed moment

Or under a roaring ceiling fan

It does not matter

You are there

Your beauty

Dependability

Intense force

Gentle arms

Sweet and tempering whispers guide me as I lean into your power

Only then do I gain Your space of peace

Love

Happiness that is beyond this world

But attainable while still in this flesh

As now I seek You

Chase after You

Every moment

Striving to stay in Your consciousness

Bringing you into me

Surrendering all thoughts to reach your cool

Refreshing

Consistent love

That I will and can always depend on

Until your consciousness comes closer

As I pass veils

I could merely glance through